Glad to be
back comrades. I’ve not been prioritising this blog quite enough. With God’s will
that might change. I remember when I was doing five blogs a week. It felt
really good to connect. I know you are reading; I know you are listening. I am
thoughtful of you also. More so than anyone alive would want to believe.
Anyway, what the hell do you want?? I am an
innocent TI.
Sorry, that
wasn’t to you – that was to my oppressors. Their life must be dogsh*t in a bucket
compared to mine, because I HAVE GOD. They are hell-bound for all of eternity,
while I walk around doing whatever I want, within reason of course.
Enough about
evil perps. Let’s try and concentrate on something positive and nice. Like the
little smiles you get from the opposite sex. I’m not saying it can make your
day but I’m not saying it will harm you either. Do you know what I mean?
It was a
great group today at Pathways. I am able to contribute with my mouthpiece, now,
at 9 Days Clean. Let’s keep going, and get some big numbers together. I love
big numbers in recovery, I put them into the clouds and look at them. It is
marvellous. Just walking along the street like, you know, is boring a lot, but
if you mentally visualise big numbers in the sky, it makes your existence
better.
I’m back on the weed, by the way. Only a tiny bit now and
again. I was sectioned as a teenager into real man’s hospital. That was because
of weed. Apparently, I had a psychotic reaction to it. Well I’m telling you,
there is definitely something about weed and me. I had a one-pop and heard a
hiss under my bed. What does that tell you? That the monster is back, for one.
And that’s me on the batter, for two.
Negative, all that stuff. But I tell you almost everything. What
is wrong with me? You know much better than me. I’m just a nob-jockey talking
to the internet, whose opinion I trust more than my own blood. You are my
cherished and treasured most inestimable beloved dearest darling. I really mean
that. Especially if you’re a darling. If you’re a bloke, then don’t worry about
it. Both women and men are White Voiders, right? All sexes and races welcome.
Things fine, anyway. I’m in touch with the universe and all
that. I’m reading the bible cover to cover, currently up to Chronicles, very
hard work. I’m attending church again, which is nice. I’ve mentioned my C of E
experience, with the real proper communion. LET US EAT THE FLESH OF THE LORD’S
SON! AND DRINK HIS BLOOD!
Charming, eh? But it really works. I’d advise all Tis out there to get some faith, which I already know they have. Good stuff. Keep going and never give up. All the best to you and all the best luck in the world I wish to you.
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