dark am i, yet lovely, a lily among thorns, majestic as stars in procession

dark am i, yet lovely, a lily among thorns, majestic as stars in procession
WHY DESTROY YOURSELF? WHY DIE BEFORE YOUR TIME? THE KEEPERS OF THE HOUSE TREMBLE. DESIRE IS NO LONGER STIRRED. DO NOT CONFORM ANY LONGER TO THE PATTERN OF THIS WORLD.

Wednesday, 28 October 2026

Slowing Down

I’m out of words, because I’ve started a new book. I don’t want to write the same thing twice because its content is overlapping with this. I want to plough all my resources into the novella. I’m looking forward to my session later by candlelight with a bottle of wine. For years I’ve put off writing at home: Now I’m getting bang into it.

When I start typing up the longhand of my new book, I’ll have no time to blog. I’ve been blitzing this website all year, maybe it is rightfully time I slowed up some. I’m excited to be back in the novella game again. It’s been three years since I finished the last one.

Or rather than leave you hanging without me, I could steer away from my novella and discuss porn and drugs as usual, or mind control, or my cruel hallucinations. But all this and more I want to channel into my new story. I’m always in character now, I see this online endeavour as spreading my skill too thinly, I want to focus solely on my private auto-fiction at home.

I might be away for a while. Please feel free to navigate down the earlier years of this site if you start feeling nostalgic. I’m sorry, I’m going to miss you, I might keep in touch with some very short and sweet posts here and there, but I truly am going to make my new project the go-to sweet spot for me. I can’t be both a blogger and a novelist, I have to be one or the other.

If anything happens to me, then love always. I tried my best to make this beast a lively read.

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