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Just found this. I'm too embarrassed to watch it. It dates from 16 years ago! If you think I am ugly here, then you should see me now. I'm a lot fatter, but I've grown back some curly afro hair, which lets me look like Denzel Washington. If I remember correctly, the poetry was simplistic. See how crap I used to be! I'm much better now, I dig deep with it. My latest good one was called 'Effing Matter.
A day or two before this event, I lost my little brother in police custody. Of course it was devastating, the manner of the loss more so than the loss itself. The night before this was filmed, i was off my head on coke. So you are effectively seeing a dehydrated thick-tongued Day One Relapse/Recovery in motion. With a good old dolloping of bereavement. Plus some dodgy hostiles turned up in the crowd and made it hard for me (yes, I was getting stalked way back then). I should not have done it, but tickets had been sold.
I'm probably making a mistake posting this vid here, it's not my usual kinda thing, but I'm thinking about my nieces and nephews in the future, if maybe they can have at least one visual link to me when they are older, and if they happen to be remotely interested in their Uncle Andy. It's nice to have at least one video of yourself to be remembered by, I'm reasoning, but maybe I'm wrong on that score too, and complete anonymity is the best way.
I've peered on YouTube, and if you scroll down I'm 'affiliated' with Kerry Katona and Peter Hitchens. No, c'mon, don't give me that, seriously, it's important who you get mentioned in the same breath with! Not bad , eh!!!???
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